Why the silence

Hello wild friends,
This image was taken late one night a number of weeks ago. I was trying to put together an email notification which I never finished.
Please take a moment to watch the video below which will give you an understanding of why I’ve not been more present these past months. The reality is that sometimes we can’t give more than what we’re capable of. With the best will in the world something has to give.
This was recorded yesterday Friday 17th November.
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I did miss the notification and just checked my emails and didn’t see it. I’ll click on the link xx
No worries Bee x
Oh, sweetheart!! I checked my emails and your new post slipped through my emails I’ve only just seen it! I wondered why I hadn’t heard from you but I’ve been so busy I didn’t even realise the amount of time that has passed! How are you? Are you well? – I enjoy your updates just didn’t see the email xx
Hi Bee, thanks for your concern. There’s no need to apologise.
We’re okay apart from a few recurring injury niggles. Autumn into winter certainly breezed in with numerous challenges. The biggest being our van which as of today is fixed but not fixed. I know that probably doesn’t make sense. On Friday yet another situation arose which I don’t want to go into here as it’s of a more personal nature. It’s felt like a test and a clearing out of the old to physically step into the new. Some old situations and life lessons I thought were dealt with resurfacing along with new ones. The difference now being my attitude which drives how I approach them. It’s how I realise I’ve changed so much and moved on from the past. It’s very much about shaking of the old and stepping into a new way of being in the world. As with most things the Universe throws at us, there is a purpose. At the time of this video I was feeling exasperated and overwhelemd by it all. I feel the test here was “Well you said you wanted to lead. So here you go be a leader.” Being a leader involves many things and I’ve learnt a great deal about myself, my cababilities, my limits and all sorts of things.
I think that’s a post for another time though.
I posted a new article to step into the new calender year on 1st January.
A link is below if you missed the notification. x
https://wildbiophilia.co.uk/light-ness-of-being/